Surrender

I used to think I was incapable of surrender,

The reality is so, that I am scared I might blunder.

My being has always longed to give in,

But the fear of disappointment forbids bending of knee.

Putting love in the centered desires has painful consequences,

Transient nature of feelings has made me nauseous.

You Know, I have not learnt the lessons in entirety,

Otherwise my love would have found its abode for eternity.

The tug of war between knowing and known continues,

I am ready to surrender, just come to my rescue.